How do you know when you are on the right track? What are the physical signs you feel when you are off track?
So many times we are striving for something that is not aligned with our purpose. In the mist of our workings and doings, all the sudden your hit with this bout of depression and feeling of overwhelming heightened stress that seems in-tamable. We come to a fork in the road when nothing can be masked regarding the frustration at a present moment. What do we do at those moments. Do we judge ourselves for feeling this way. Its like why are you know happy? we ask ourselves this because, you have the man, job, family, you look like you have everything in order. Do you get over it to keep doing the same thing again and again, until this madness some how just irrupts again? Listen to the inner guide...unresolved issues screaming for release and for you to pay attention to their story is the key.
Avoiding everything uncomfortable is not going to silence the cry inside of you.
If you are aware of an undeniable yearning to get over your personal fears...it is then undeniably time to grow. Your inner spirit is guiding you to place that is going to push you away from your comfort zone. There are not anymore days left to be smiling on your face to the public, while there is a raging storm in your chest and in the valves of your heart because of the stress that you continue to hide. Some of us never quite get over failed test in life. All we see is that we failed and/or this happen and we can never change it. You see accomplishments in your present moment that means absolutely nothing to you. You continue to remind yourself of deep scars wounds, that lie opened and always fresh. No matter how much time you spend in the mirror or how education you get...deep down your dirty secret is that you believe you are damaged goods. But DEEP down inside you refuse to stay this way. DEEP down inside, you refuse to always fight this battle. What to do with the urge to want to do better...
Trust and follow the counsel from the quite voice within you....
Sometimes we are guided to share a part of our life's story that we despise...but your moved to share that part of life with someone. Healing lies in your testimony. Sometimes we have to pay attention to that that still makes us uncomfortable. You sometimes need to here yourself acknowledge the plight that started the downward spiral. Knowing the pebbles, the origination of our pain lets us track down the day we started turning pebbles to hill, and hills to mountains. You snatch away the sting when you realize a negative perception started from something so small. You took a theory, and you nurtured it into a well working belief system. We must acknowledge the power to change in us...that's all that needs to happen. New pebbles of faith, positivity to build a hill with....and to turn that hill into a mountain. Rage and frustration is not meant to be silenced in the heart by ignoring it.
Why do I still hurt...you ask yourself.
I am this and that....the judging of yourself. The judging is justifies the misguided inner anger. Or even worse, ignoring our feelings as they still gain ground root themselves in your subconscious mind. Take the time to acknowledge the hurt...let it come and go as you take the time to say what if I know longer cared to be bothered by this? What if you say, what if I could laugh at this situation? What if I just actually believed that all is not lost because I have gone through this? What if I decided to just accept me like I should have done from the beginning? I wonder what will happen if I just released this negative belief? How will my chest feel? It would be lighter I bet. You have to take your self to that place of healing. You have to open up the passage for healing and happiness just like you opened the door and provided a way for the misery and depression. The key is in you. God can only guide you but not choose peace and happiness for you. He can only let you know that peace and happiness is abundant and abundantly provided to you. You have to say, I am not perfect, turn I messed up so much to I have learned so much.
Peace and blessings.
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